Idle & Trifle

by TooFuckingBad

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.
    Purchasable with gift card

      name your price

     

1.
I'm starting to hate myself more than My own situation All of this pacing leads to this thinking And I know the truth of it all I think I know what they wanted from me They get what they need then they Throw me away I know I'm sick and I dont recognize myself If I said everything I wanna say I wouldn't have friends by the end of the day I'm a loser I'm a creep I'm someone thats better off asleep Everyone fades away even in my dreams Now I wanna know whats wrong with me My life is a basement stuck on endless placement of Where i do not wanna be My life is nothing but trifling Can't believe I'm still living My life is a basement stuck on endless placement of Where i do not wanna be If I said what I want to say I know I wouldnt have any friends
2.
Will I ever see the day When I will be okay I could reach my final rest maybe tgatvwould be best Will I ever see the day When I will be okay I could end it all tonight maybe that would be right I want a change in my life not sure if it will happen Need somebodies love as a distraction From the memories I should erase The traumas that ive faced And the thought of her that always gives a sour taste Goddamn I dont know what to do Give me a solution And I need something more than Mental dilution so I ask Will I ever see the day When I will be okay I could reach my final rest maybe that would be best Will I ever see the day When I will feel okay I could end it all tonight or suffer all my life
3.
All I Can Do 02:01
So tired of being so tired I try to get better but I guess im too far gone I try not to waste my time on you But you're always on my mind so its really all I can do Besides get high and forget why I miss you Everydays a struggle but its all i can really do Woke up and I really wish I didn't Wish apathy wasn't so persistent Took my heart decided to rip it in half I dont wanna live like this anymore I dont wanna be like this anymore But I'll keep pushing through Cause in reality its All I can really do Try not to waste my time on you But you're always on my mind So its all I can really do Besides get high and forget why I miss you Everydays a struggle but its all I can really do
4.
Smoking cigarettes was the worst thing for my health Till I fell in love with you And I knew there was something else I didn't think that kissing you really wouldve helped But I was just too vulnerable It couldnt have been helped You're beauty was too memorizing I don't believe in hypnotizing But when I looked into your eyes I felt something change and I dont think I'm blame No I don't think I'm to blame The flannel shirt I watched it burned But that's not what made me a wreck You said you wouldve kissed me then well How about now? The flannel shirt I watched it burn But that's not what made me a wreck You filled my heart with hollow words and Buried them in the ground Smoking cigarettes was the worst thing for my health Till I fell in love with you And I knew there was something else I didnt think kissing you really wouldve helped But I was just too vulnerable It couldn't have been helped
5.
Too late is what I call it Cause I dont feel the same way I did There's been too much time to pass since then But it doesn't matter anymore I'm just a bigger fuck up from before And I know it hurts but I dont think that I can fix you Too late Because I dont feel the Same way Its been a Constant pain Getting over missing you my darling Cause I dont wanna break your heart And I don't want you to tear me apart When you leave me because you realize all I am is Dirt that's under your feet Just know to me you're complete But I dont wanna cause a horrible Misconception I love all your attention I would've stood at attention before you put me through all of this deception But it doesn't matter anymore I'm just a bigger fuck up from before And I know it hurts but I dont think that I can fix you

about

If you don't move on you get stale
A collection of old songs about being Let Go and Let Down at all the wrong times
Enjoy or don't
Toofuckingbad

credits

released May 24, 2018

Music and lyrics by toofuckingbad
Shout out Gary taking out of his busy schedule for a photo shoot for my cover
All songs recorded on May 17th and May 23rd
Songs written over a course of 3 years
Dedicated to Helen and Kim

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

TooFuckingBad Hillsboro, Missouri

Making noise on a guitar with the help of my friends with the attempts to get better with each day
If I don't succeed
Toofuckingbad

contact / help

Contact TooFuckingBad

Streaming and
Download help

Report this album or account

TooFuckingBad recommends:

If you like TooFuckingBad, you may also like: